I am starting a new business
| May 7th, 2025 at 8:38:41 AM permalink | |
| 1nickelmiracle Member since: Mar 5, 2013 Threads: 26 Posts: 671 | I was using the term in a non-traditional sense where in this case they always have their will done. These last few weeks I have said and I felt I was someone else, and now the humor a out it is telling me, I'm becoming someone normal having lived another life very much so due to innocent circumstances not knowing the chain of events which led my thoughts and actions the wrong direction. Plus I now know I have been dealing with phobias and it makes it easier to challenge them and whittle down their power. |
| May 25th, 2025 at 7:59:28 PM permalink | |
| 1nickelmiracle Member since: Mar 5, 2013 Threads: 26 Posts: 671 | I let my cancer spread unfortunately and now I need multiple surgeries and of course my survival odds have fallen a lot. Not to mention now I don't know who I am, if I am myself or if I am the cancer. I want to be the cancer if I am the cancer. I've lost interest in things for a bit, but I have to get focused again. |
| May 25th, 2025 at 8:43:15 PM permalink | |
| missedhervee Member since: Apr 23, 2021 Threads: 150 Posts: 5039 | Bummer. But hey, healthy now or not we all die sooner of later; the trick is to squeeze as much out of it as you can while you can. |
| May 25th, 2025 at 11:27:49 PM permalink | |
| 1nickelmiracle Member since: Mar 5, 2013 Threads: 26 Posts: 671 | In DC shrooms are legal, I think I need to go take a heroic dose. If shrooms are decriminalized, how to buy them and how to use them in a good nature setting? I know someone who can get them here, but I'm afraid of being arrested if taking a heroic dose I know I need. |
| May 25th, 2025 at 11:52:49 PM permalink | |
| 1nickelmiracle Member since: Mar 5, 2013 Threads: 26 Posts: 671 | In DC shrooms are legal, I think I need to go take a heroic dose. If shrooms are decriminalized, how to buy them and how to use them in a good nature setting? I know someone who can get them here, but I'm afraid of being arrested if taking a heroic dose I know I need. |
| May 25th, 2025 at 11:52:49 PM permalink | |
| 1nickelmiracle Member since: Mar 5, 2013 Threads: 26 Posts: 671 | In DC shrooms are legal, I think I need to go take a heroic dose. If shrooms are decriminalized, how to buy them and how to use them in a good nature setting? I know someone who can get them here, but I'm afraid of being arrested if taking a heroic dose I know I need. |
| May 26th, 2025 at 6:46:40 AM permalink | |
| SOOPOO Member since: Feb 19, 2014 Threads: 25 Posts: 5350 |
‘Shrooms’ as in a ‘heroic dose’ to treat your cancer? Or to treat your mental state? I apologize if you’ve mentioned it, but what cancer do you have? |
| May 26th, 2025 at 10:27:01 AM permalink | |
| 1nickelmiracle Member since: Mar 5, 2013 Threads: 26 Posts: 671 | Thyroid which I probably have had anywhere from 5- 20 years. I never spoke to a Dr. about my issues. It spread from my my lymph nodes on one side to both and I have nodules on my adrenal gland and lung. The nodules hurt me constantly. It does hurt not being able to think about the calendar at all, like I'll be here then and do these things then, it all feels like wishful thinking thinking I'll be around in a year and it feels like my worst fears will come true, my daughter will grow up not remembering me, only being reminded with all these pictures and videos. It does hurt to think it was always supposed to be this way and there was never a good choice apparent. Hopefully I'll be wrong. My daughter is already against great odds to lead a normal well adjusted life and it will be even worse if I die so soon. |
| May 26th, 2025 at 10:30:29 AM permalink | |
| 1nickelmiracle Member since: Mar 5, 2013 Threads: 26 Posts: 671 | Mental state. I want some peace. |
| May 26th, 2025 at 11:14:32 AM permalink | |
| 1nickelmiracle Member since: Mar 5, 2013 Threads: 26 Posts: 671 | https://www.reddit.com/user/OutcomeNo3157/submitted/?sort=hot I would like to raise funds to have this built. Not saying what it is yet or what the purpose is, but it would cost 1-2 billion dollars to build and entirely worth it. There are over 500 billion donated annually in the US, so not necessarily out of the realms of possibilities. |

